and today is also the fifth day without messages from jacob. not the kind that makes me go all bella anyway. he messaged once last friday to ask about today about a possible game outing with jushiro but jushiro had a last-minute change in schedule.
i figured out i need at least three days to recover from withdrawal symptoms.
last night i watched volume 25 of Bleach and was consoled. i was also greatly inspired by Ouran High School Host Club (kyouya-sama!). i think a male harem type of anime is so appropriate for me now. hahaha! i should resume Fruits Basket soon.
today i'm going to MOA with the family. will most likely indulge in some shopping.
i sent a birthday greeting to my ex-morpheus. the person i had loved intensely for two years, my first dramatic leap into the void, the one who unlocked my shadow. maybe i will get him a little something today, like a rune drawing or something. make him smile. maybe a little secret celebration of that time when i loved him so much and nothing was impossible and i was so crazy. i kinda miss that crazy. now i'm just too careful not to lose this delicate undefined thing that is sleeping in my hand, waiting for it to awaken, while my arms ache and my fingers lose all feeling.
i have progressed to at least 65% of Breaking Dawn and, goodness it has gone weird! >_> i am so not counting that book as part of the series. if anyone asks, i will only recommend the first three books!
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