Thursday, January 8, 2009

headache

a headache bloomed early this morning and kept me at home. i think it's a headache one gets due to lack of sleep. my whole head felt heavy and there was pressure all over. whenever i lay down and closed my eyes it started to ease. when i sit up and start moving around it started to throb and intensify.

so i decided to not go to work and sleep it off. i feel much better now.

and guess what, i actually slept through the night last night, and also this morning. i have a suspicious feeling it has a bit to do with jacob finally making contact yesterday. i actually fell asleep while we were still messaging near midnight. it's exactly how i felt when i slept in the car and he was with me and when i was so relaxed and almost nodding off when i was curled up in the sofa in his home theater room. it was that feeling of comfort and contentment and safety.

the headache is still thrumming at a very low volume. but i think i can function well enough. need to clean up the house a bit, work on a week's menu, cook lunch, go to the gym, try to bake a new batch of muffins, clean my practice sword, drop and pick up laundry.

the weather is so glum and gray.

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