Tuesday, January 20, 2009

there must be a movie there somewhere that approximates this

maybe when New Moon comes out. but i'm sure there is already an existing movie that approximates this crazy crazy emotional state i am in. how can i be so moved by two people, in totally different ways, and yet in almost equal weight and impact.

really, it's ridiculous.

and it would not have to be so ridiculous if i got some actual help from the people involved.

but then the Rune counseled patience. no acting needy, no lusting after a desired outcome. a delay may prove beneficial. a time of waiting, for a spring to fill up with water, for fruit to ripen on the bough.

and then it also says, "more than we are doers, we are deciders. once the decision is clear, the doing becomes effortless, for then the universe supports and empowers our actions."

ironically, any deciding i have to do needs the proper trigger from certain characters. *sigh*

the last words of the Rune are : So set your house in order, tend to business, be clear, and wait on the Will of Heaven.

*sigh, sigh,sigh*

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