Tuesday, January 20, 2009

i love seeing your name in my inbox

-- is one of the things that bubbled in my head as i was staring blankly on my screen trying to figure out how to begin an outline for a Very Important Client Presentation.

and before anyone of you start assuming let me say that both edward's and jacob's names are in my inbox. yes both of them messaged me today.

my heart did more skips when i received jacob's though. ^_^ and his email had lemons.

on the other hand, edward's had this apology for picking on me last weekend. and it also said things that made S1 get swoony giggly for a bit.

it's just a bit more difficult for me to really let my guard down with edward because i have trained myself to be defensive against him. he has dropped me once. he could do it again when he gets cold feet again. (no, i really could not get over that night when he leaned away from me as if i was a repelling magnet with a highly contagious disease.)

anyway, i have to go back to work now.

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