i ended up going out tonight (or rather, last night), with edward and jacob. yes, just the three of us. dinner and movie, the usual. but coffee after was just with jacob.
fortunately for me, my heart was calm and un-needy. so i was able to enjoy having both of them with me and also enjoyed being able to observe myself and them with less emotion and more objectivity.
and so far, so good. still so jacob.
it has been a long time since jacob and i have had coffee by ourselves after the usual saturday night out. i loved how we just naturally slipped back into it. i missed having him all to myself after the usual saturday night.
earlier yesterday i was half-imagining having a talk with edward about my little troubles at work because i thought and felt he might be the better person to discuss them with. but i ended up talking to jacob about it and he even ended up giving me a perfect proverb as an analogy for my troubles. he also had the right kind of lightness and seriousness that actually helped ease the stress i was feeling. yet another moment when jacob saves the day. and always just when i least expect it.
i hope we get to see each other tomorrow. or rather, today.
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