surprise gifts

i have received two surprise birthday gifts this year. one was from L - she gave me a lovely dessert cookbook. it's the first time i think. and then Tts told me she also has a gift for me and will be sending it up.

i normally just get gifts from my family and my best friend (and did i mention i absolutely love T's gift?! - Bleach figurine set and this really cool book for work ^_^)

last night i dreamed about the forbidden one (mostly about him making all these touchy-feely moves). i think i must have really overflowed with happy and delight energies yesterday and last night, hahahaha! but not in a million years. i would never risk that kind of karma. i will probably indulge in some occasional what-if imagination but i will never go for people like him unless he is officially and legally unforbidden. :D

anyway.

it's getting quite old, when people ask me whether jacob has said anything yet. because this whole going-out/ hanging-out thing is just too hazy and happening for too long a period of time to be so undefined. i really wish he will officialize the "courtship" if that's where' he's heading. and if not, well, the thing is, it's too weird if it's not. it's like wrapping yourself up in thick blankets while shivering and then saying no, you're not feeling cold. which then means you're probably sick. in the head, most likely. hahaha. oh well.

i have a full day of interviews today. L and V are helping me out.

oh, and last night, L and V invited me to a movie-watching with them ^_________^ (god, how socially deprived am i???? hahahahahahaha!) we'll probably watch "He's Just Not That Into You". cool. ^_^