ururu will be sent to india for a month for some training at work. yes, india. i've had too many indian connections i am almost drowning in them and yet i still could not decipher what the astrologer meant.
i was too exhausted tonight to play and participate and even to feel. but i finally managed to say "Bella" when the barista asked for my name.
edward is unreadable as ever. i don't know if the idea of an unreadable open book makes sense. but edward would sometimes say things that i am not sure how deliberate he is of. i am particularly wary of seemingly casual comments and remarks referring to his heart status. sometimes it feels like he is trying to reach out or give out a clue but then he'll snap at any hand that tries to respond.
jacob showed me a message from one of the girls from his office. i am not sure why he did because i am pretty certain he does not go around showing my messages to him to his other friends. the first instinctive thought that came to me was that he was, in his own way, possibly (in some convoluted, complex unspoken way) that this girl is nothing special. or i'm just delusional as i sometimes tend to be, overthinking. wait, didn't i say i won't dwell on details because of my magnified senses? okay, i'll stop now.
edward was asking the iPod dice who my werewolf is. and later on he was asking who ichigo is (after seeing that i used Rukia in the high scores in the bubblewrap game). i tried to press him who he thinks it is but he seems to both want and not want to know. he just kept on smiling that mysterious smile of his because he said the dice confirmed his guess.
he asked to message when we got home. he never did that before. (alright, stop dwelling on the details for heaven's sake!)
going to bed now.
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