Monday, December 22, 2008

cramming, crying and contemplating leaps

nearly done with christmas gifts.

yesterday i managed to get out of the house and do enough shopping to complete what i need for today. while driving to the mall the tears brimmed and i had to take a lot of deep breaths.

jacob and i messaged all afternoon and all evening. i started it, and it went on for about a couple of hours and then he picked up where we left off about an hour later and that went on for a while, and then i got busy shopping and then he popped in again and we finally said goodnight at almost midnight.

my head is actually starting to hurt a bit wishing for him so hard. hahaha!

and i could feel the stirrings of a madness waking up in my heart. regardless of the absence of proper mistletoes. and with the new year as the most legitimate of excuses.

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