about to kill myself

well, i'm being melodramatic.

will be going to practice later and i have not properly prepped myself. was not able to run or do yoga. and i will be coming back after two weeks of no practice. so, good luck to me. (although, for some reason, a part of me knows i could do it. but a part of me just always wants to fret.)

not-s0-good thing though, i slept at 530AM this morning, woke up at 12noon. so technically i did not have a night's sleep.

meanwhile i'm making a list of stuff i need to do to get the place ready for the 16th, and the rest of my wonderful love-life:

- put up those poppy decals!
- put up the black fringe curtain for the wash area
- buy a storage cabinet for the wash area
- donate all the plastic bags to my mom and just keep some for emergency and keep them someplace else other than the wash area
- start bringing my envirosax for shopping as shopping bags
- buy two more sets of bedsheets
- buy proper decor for the foyer table
- buy a new shower curtain
- fix the paint on all the blue furniture
- do a photo wall on the blue cabinet wall
- print the photos for the photo wall
- fix all my CDs and DVDs and that whole desk area shelf - it's too cluttered. i'm sure there's a lot more stuff i could dispose of
- decide on what to do with the bedroom walls, what to put on it
- finally get around to changing the light fixtures by the door and over the desk area
- new lamps for the desk area and the bedside table
- hanging trinkets from the light fixture in the bedroom area
- fix the corkboard over the iMac
- buy new under-bed storage for my curtains, blankets and bedsheets
- fix my bed-side table - i'm considering a nice black lacey cloth to cover it or something, i need to give it more personality and a much better lamp

hmm.. that's about it for now. i'm sure there's a few more i missed but i'll list those when i remember them.

now i think i should have some lunch.