resuscitated

finally got to see jacob today ^__^

my presentation is done. i got an applause, much to my surprise.

i have been on recovery leave since wednesday and sometimes it feels like i can't stop not going to work. i like being away from the office for a while. i like letting my brain breathe and not think too much.

so on the first day of my leave i just basically slept. i know i could never get back all those hours in all those weeks but it's nice to pretend. i also finally got around to going to the supermarket and now my kitchen is stocked again.

on the second day of my leave i started cleaning and clutter-clearing. and then i finally got to see jacob.

and now i think i can truly sleep peacefully. seeing jacob is like the final pump to the heart that gets a drowned person breathing again.

oyasumi, watashi no saiai.