numb

i have a presentation on monday afternoon and i have not touched the slides yet. i have not started on a single finding.

i fell asleep last night, driven by sheer exhaustion, intending only to take a quick nap. instead i got drawn into a deep dream where i was walking with a centaur.

i'm up now and strangely i could not feel the panic i should be feeling. now i definitely cannot sleep until i have finished the report.

jacob has been bringing me food to sustain me through the long nights.

i'm so tired i just want to lie in bed and not move for a while.