ohayo!

it's a rainy sunday morning. the same kind of gray as yesterday.

i made myself get up earlier than usual so i could take my meds on time. the headache is still present but at less intensity. i hope it will not get worse as the day progresses. i like to think that the meds are helping clear out whatever blockage there is that's making my head all scrunched up inside.

i was asleep around midnight last night and then was momentarily wakened by a message beeping into my mobile at around 1am. it was from jacob. he was responding to a message i sent earlier (we had been exchanging banter throughout the evening at random intervals) and he was also saying goodnight. sweet.

i'm debating with myself whether to do some work today or just do a set of overtimes starting tomorrow. i really don't like cramming at work but i also don't like messing with my sundays. *sigh*

ooh- wait! i have to write about my dream last night!

it's been a long while since i had a vivid and coherent dream. in fact i can't even remember exactly the last one i had. maybe i should check with my older blogs.

i dreamed that i won some contest and the prize was that i get to be "transported" into the world of Twilight (yes, the edward-bella story). and get this, i get transported as Bella, so it's like i was both a sightseer into the story but also a participant. so there was this strange moment when i was taking photos with my camera of a house, and then a garden lunch of Edward's family and then also having lunch with them. (strangely, the house looked like the house from Practical Magic where the two aunts lived.)

and then Edward showed up, naturally looking like Robert Pattinson, all pale and beautiful, and at first he seemed to be ignoring me. he didn't talk to anybody and he was looking suspiciously at everyone and everywhere. then he just walked over to me, took my hand and pulled me away from everyone else. he started walking towards a big house and i looked back at the garden lunch and somehow i had two friends there waving at me and mimicking fainting and screaming motions at seeing me with Edward. i laughed and Edward asked me why and i invented some other reason because i couldn't possibly say it was because being with him was making my friends and me swoon.

as we walked along his hold on me became more possessive, from just holding my hand, to having an arm around my shoulders until he was practically embracing me. hazily i wondered if Jacob was going to show up anytime soon since i thought Edward was acting a bit strange. then i tried to remember what part of the story i was supposed to be on and then things started getting fuzzy and... i woke up.

so there. pretty nice actually.