the morning after

yes i am all moved in. i spent my first night last night (or more accurately, this morning, since i got home at about half past three.)

it feels nice and strange.

and not to mention i've been driving on my own. i even dropped my dad off instead of the other way around.

i'm also back in the dojo loop. i mean i went out with the group last night. last night it was just me, ururu, edward and jacob. and yes we watched Twilight.

i'm re-reading the book so i will reserve my comments on the movie until then. but i did find the part where they forced the apple-in-hand-cover-of-the-book imagery rather off. i like how they introduced jacob early on though. and i like that part where edward and bella went "official" in the campus and everyone was looking and he put his arm around her as they went into the school building. (yeah, there's a bit of wishful thinking bias there.)

i'm going to go in details much later but for now let me list everything i could remember in notes (i am referring to my own twisted bella-esque story):
- fortune cookies
- something about cherry flavors
- the starbucks linger
- the 'why don't you get a room and get it over with' candidate scene
- ever handy Zero
- sharpening tongues
- fringe moments (fixing up and blueberry)
- all that staring

i had fun last night. a bit of a struggle to remain neutral because my feelings for jacob does tend to spill over sometimes. like an addiction you've gone to rehab for but still couldn't help feeling the anticipation of the rush when you think about losing all that self-control and discipline.